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So What

by AdyS

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1.
Black Hole 05:00
Sonika: I know it's hard to forget I know it's hard to let it go It's even harder to not repeat the same mistake again But it's never too late to make it right It's never too late to try And all the time we've been together We could have made it better All the time we've wasted All the time I've regretted Now I'm paralyzed Still stuck in the dark When we tried to find The light that made us blind We started to lose our mind I'm in a black hole All my life I'm looking for you I'm in a black hole All my life I thought I've found you I'm stuck between the space and time But I don't expect you to care You turned your back on me But I knew You wouldn't leave me alone It's never too late for us to meet again But I just have to find you back I only got myself to blame I should have had myself to blame All the time we've wasted All the time I've regretted Now I'm paralyzed Still stuck in the dark When we tried to find The light that made us blind We started to lose our mind I'm in a black hole All my life I'm looking for you I'm in a black hole All my life I thought I've found you But if all those stars are meant to disappear What should I do What could I do
2.
Could I Just 05:37
Sonika: I can't see myself in the dark I try to find something that could shine so I'm waiting in a line I'm waiting in a line waiting waiting for the light hard as stone cold as ice a frozen heart surrounded by the warm of summer smile unaffected by the pain and rain and chains disconnected from my old forgotten past I will live I will die so why should I try to end my life I can't see myself in the crowd I try to find someone that I could trust so I'm waiting for that time I'm waiting for that time waiting waiting for the one I can't find anyone who cares I try to run I try to hide and I'm waiting for that time I'm waiting for that time waiting let the time go by I can't see anything in the dark I've lost my sight I've lost the blue sky so I'm walking in a straight line I'm walking in a straight line hoping hoping that I could just..
3.
Put Down 03:48
Sonika: put down everything you're holding put it down everything anything that may hurt you everything anything that could kill you i sit on this concrete bench and i cant stand the cold the wind is blowing harder than ever the cloud is getting darker and darker i wish i could just run when the rain comes stop blaming yourself for what you have done you know they just want you to cry if you let yourself drown they'd just look at you smiling while you say goodbye it might be your last chance and i cant stand to see you go why are you standing under the rain when the storm comes down you'll be by your own you just have to believe when i say you'll be fine but you trust them more than me you dont have to hurt yourself just so you can fit with the society just look me in the eyes and tell me why would i leave you under the rain they might be seeing beauty praising their mistakes but i am seeing pain what if everything we do is wrong does it even matter anymore are we living in the wrong world are we trying too hard to stand up are we crying are we dying does it even matter anymore put down everything you're holding put it down everything anything that may hurt you everything anything that could kill you
4.
Desire 04:50
Sonika, Kokone: i know you've suffered but i dont want you to go i know you hate it but i have to keep it cold slowly i'll make you feel warm again smoothly i'll uncover your beauty love me i want to be close to you touch me i want us to be free i want to rectify i want to purify i want to recognize i want to clarify your innocence is lost i could be the one to blame you were scared helpless but now you're the one who initiate slowly you'll make me feel warm again smoothly you'll uncover my beauty love me i want to be close to you touch me i want us to be free i want to rectify i want to purify i want to recognize i want to clarify our desire
5.
Sonika: another one big lie from you you thought I forgot about the night we went through my vision blacked out cold water poured over my body the expression you gave me cold and empty you tear me you tear me apart you really want to see me dying I'm dying you're denying the truth in front of your eyes in your eyes in your eyes you know you couldn't say goodbye and now you want to pretend you want to forget that one last kiss it could have made us dead and now you want to pretend you want to forget that one last kiss you know we've reached the dead end another one big lie from you you thought I forgot about the night we went through my vision blacked out cold water poured over my body the expression you gave me cold and empty you tear me you tear me apart you really want to see me dying I'm dying you're denying the truth in front of your eyes in your eyes in your eyes you know you couldn't say goodbye and now you want to pretend you want to forget that one last kiss it could have made us dead and now you want to pretend you want to forget that one last kiss you know we've reached the dead end and the music keeps playing everyone starts to dance you just keep getting more cliche with all the things you say and the music keeps playing and you're still forgetting that one last kiss it could have made us dead I am not hating I am just waiting for you to make it right now I am not hating but you keep falling I am not hating I am just waiting for you to make it right now I am not hating but you keep falling you keep falling into your own illusion and now you want to pretend you want to forget that one last kiss it could have made us dead and now you want to pretend you want to forget that one last kiss you know we've reached the dead end and the music keeps playing everyone starts to dance you just keep getting more cliche with all the things you say and the music keeps playing and you're still forgetting that one last kiss it could have made us dead
6.
One By One 04:28
Sonika: I think I'm drowning suffocating I wanna break this charm and set myself free you're something else a mad addiction I could never guess this unpredictable mess I won't let you run away I won't let you go away now that you know you are trapped I will take the life out of you one by one breath by breath I'm taking the life out of you one by one kiss by kiss I'm squeezing the life out of you one by one slowly and surely I'm losing control in front of you one by one I can't wait I want it now I want it now
7.
Alone 04:00
Sonika: Why couldn't you look me in the eyes you shouldn't just run I couldn't say goodbye every time you walked to me you were asking why does it hurt so much I wished I could tell you why if you tell me i should let you go you will be alone you will be alone you don't have to run away when you're down you will be alone because you will be alone you dont have to blame yourself for what you have done it was my fault I wished I could let it go I just want you to know that nothing will go wrong i dont wanna say goodbye i wish i could tell you why if you tell me i should let you go you will be alone you will be alone you dont have to run away when you're down you will be alone because you will be alone
8.
Go On 04:29
Sonika: It's hard to say if it's going to stay that way everything is accelerating It's hard to tell if it's gonna be a good day I would like to make it right I will walk myself home I will go on even when you're gone For some reason I can't explain trapped in chains lost my sense of time It's hard to wake up when I'm tired I would like to see into the night I will walk myself home I will go on even when you're gone I will let myself go I will go on even when you're gone It's hard to say if it's gonna stay that way It's hard to tell if it's gonna be a good day I will walk myself home I will go on even when you're gone I will let myself go I will go on even when you're gone
9.
So What 03:03
Sonika: I don't care ayy sometimes I just want to make it look good I'm trying to see I'm trying to run count to zero 4 3 2 1 when I try to make it go away it keeps coming back to me I don't want to care I don't want to survive
10.
Grow 04:54
Sonika: a beautiful design thousands of colours combine into one the flowers start to die thousands of petals flying into the blue sky your silent whisper your voice stuck in my ears when we are this close touch me softly and let the flowers grow

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AdyS is putting the system on trial with an album of 10 new Sonika songs. Is it just me or he has a bit of an anarchist streak in him? Anyways, this is a sweet set of tracks (albeit thematically kinda depressing) which tell a story together and flow into one another. By virtue of the fact that it's AdyS, one of Vocallective's long-standing members, I recommend checking this out.

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released February 2, 2015

music: AdyS
cover art: AdyS

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