Each lie I say is a sad attempt to hide my pain
Each day decay as new parts of me just start to fade
I tell myself I'm fine but really I'm just lying
No matter how I try I keep my empty smiling
I just want the same
Wish to go back again
That I've had for years
Just to be whole again
Maybe If I pretend
Maybe right here in hell
I'll find a place to be
a place they'll accept me
I'm falling ever nearer
But no one's ever the wiser
I'm moving ever closer
The path starts getting clearer
The end keeps closing nearer
Maybe if I pretend
Maybe Maybe if I pretend
Maybe if I go back
Only Only if I could mend
I tell myself I'm fine
But deep inside I know
This is it for me
I just don't belong
Maybe if I could switch
Maybe Maybe if I could change
Maybe if I did that
Only Only if I did that
I finally give in
Take me as a whole
I've come to terms with this
I accept it all
Each line I say is a sad echo of how I feel
Each day's the same lose my sanity all over again
I thought by now I'd jump but somehow I'm surviving
No matter how I try I keep my empty smiling
I just want the same
Wish to go back again
That I've had for years
Just to be whole again
Maybe If I pretend
Maybe right here in hell
I'll find a place to be
a place they'll accept me
Maybe if I pretend
Maybe Maybe if I pretend
Maybe if I go back
Only Only if I could mend
I tell myself I'm fine
But deep inside I know
This is it for me
I just don't belong
Maybe if I could switch
Maybe Maybe if I could change
Maybe if I did that
Only Only if I did that
I finally give in
Take me as a whole
I've come to terms with this
I accept it all
I'm falling ever nearer
But no one's ever the wiser
I'm moving ever closer
The path starts getting clearer
The end keeps closing nearer
Maybe if I pretend
Maybe Maybe if I pretend
Maybe if I go back
Only Only if I could mend
I tell myself I'm fine
But deep inside I know
This is it for me
I just don't belong
Maybe if I could switch
Maybe Maybe if I could change
Maybe if I did that
Only Only if I did that
I finally give in
Take me as a whole
I've come to terms with this
I accept it all
UK percussionist and producer Tom Buford contrasts minimalist electronic experiments with vast soundscapes shaped by classical and jazz. Bandcamp New & Notable May 2, 2024
The excellent Barcelona label House of (S)PUNK is back with a five-song comp showcasing the local hardgroove scene. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2024